A Heartbreak After a Success

"Every night I think of you."

It is what recently happens to me. Just how infatuation struck you.

But so it happens, that person I'm infatuated with is not ready for a relationship.
That person said it before me. Tho' I really haven't told what I really felt. I came to unleashed the feelings hiding inside that person.

So, I decided after that to stay at ease. Be the usual way we are. It may be hurtful, but that is the best thing I can think of to do. It's really hard to be in love with a person that treated each other as friends.

Anyway, success has given to us, since we are in the same club and both holding a high position.

One friend told me, that haters will never disappear in this world, and so bitter people.
Well, sometimes I'm bitter.

I'm in an Anime Club. And there is this another club out there. Spreading not so good issues about me.
The Cosplay Event was settled and I already have my costume readied for the event. Then, they came asking for their club's assurance. Just what are they thinking? Talking dirty, rude in front of the organizer itself! Hoping to lure us down and never be part of the event. That was exactly what they're showing. So not good attitude to start with.

Honestly, I don't hold grudge to them. But, we are all people here. Everyone has the chance to be part of it.
If they want to be part of it, the organizer told them to contact me, yet they didn't. Well, for me I don't have the problem having them at the event since, my club has less cosplayers. Oh, I'm not competing them. I just want to have a peaceful club that any anime fan can be in and participate.

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Anyway, that was before the event. At the event itself was a success. I really do have fun. Since, more members of my club has attended and met them. And so, my much awaited person to come was there. That was the person I'm talking at the beginning of this entry.

During the event, I know I prepared myself yet I think I failed at portraying, tho' they tell me that I portrayed my character well.

I know I'm not nervous yet I feel it that way. No, no, no, I shouldn't think that way. I was a very nice experience. That wouldn't happen if I get affected of all the issues bringing to us. Just stay strong. There are still people supporting you around.

I'm looking forward to more success projects we will be doing in the next few months.

After the event, my club family just came big! Whoa!
Well, just another issue came. They thought of us as a Cosplay Club. But we aren't! We are an Anime Club!
Now, I have to fix that thinking from people. Just as we have done cosplay and we are a cosplay club now. That wasn't seems right.

I have to focus in portraying what the club really is. It is an Anime Club. A club that focuses in all aspects of Anime. Not just cosplay, but there are more from us.

Sometimes, people lack the understanding about things.

Anyway, that would be for now. Stay tune for next blog.

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